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Full Moon Comedown

by Air Hockey

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1.
Infinite galaxies, Mars to the left of me, Stars to the right of me, Moon up in front of me, So move up in front of me, And look at me lovingly, Let there be light! Orbital poetry, Spherical sorcery, Cyclical synergy, Perpetual novelty, Endless eternity, Blemished so beautifully, Let there be light! Without you, it doesn’t mean anything
2.
All Gone 03:03
This love is all gone, I’m glad we’re done But I know that it’s wrong to feel numb for so long You need to break out of your head again, You gotta get up off your bed It says a lot about the state you’re in, It never helped you playing dead But it’s still a deal; Just ignoring these wounds has never proven an effective way to heal (So here we are, Writing new choruses around old scars) All gone All gone, until it’s not
3.
Solitaire 04:54
She dealt a fine hand, shuffled well, She don’t bend the rules, she don’t suffer fools, She played her cards right every time, Left the place a wreck, took her lucky deck She played her own game, Solitaire, Easier to win when there’s no-one there, So she laid her cards out on the ground, Built a paper town, then she tore it down She deals a fine hand, shuffles well, She don’t bend the rules, she don’t suffer fools, She plays her cards right every time, She don’t bend the rules, she don’t suffer fools How you feel is how I feel Solitaire, Solitaire My head is on, I’m lying low, I’m hiding out in the undergrowth, She’s the Queen of Hearts and her temper holds, Even the joker cards struggle to take control Painting the roses red, pruning the overgrown, Playing the game to death, plotting a journey home, Parting the tides of wine, practising solitaire, Just wanna do it once, just wanna win it fair
4.
Ghost 04:19
I’ve been in waiting for so long, Playing with fire far too frequently, Hoping the flames would keep me strong, Burning my bridges to the third degree I’ve been in hiding for so long, Trying to preserve my authenticity, Keeping my guards up when I know it’s wrong, Building a cage for my security On it goes, nature drags me into the throes, But I’m not ready for love, the dance is scary enough You can approach, but I’m too quick on my toes, Right foot back in retreat, never calling defeat Going back… My memory serves me well Hiding ‘round corners, waiting for the perfect parallel Going back… Wish I could seal it for real, But I know I’m not a closer, it was too soon to make a deal Ghost… It’s a shame, don’t you think, That we could end up like this? Ghost, nature drags me into the throes, But I’m not ready for love, the dance is scary enough You can approach, but I’m too quick on my toes, Right foot back in retreat, never calling defeat
5.
Get in my way, cause I’m having second thoughts ‘bout Whether I should stay, or give her the go-around Get in my way, cause I’m having second thoughts ‘bout Whether this is safe, where I should turn for guidance Second thoughts Second thoughts Get in my way, cause I’m having second thoughts ‘bout Whether I can make it, or if I should listen to doubt Get in my way, cause I’m having second thoughts ‘bout How all this plays; when half-time comes, I’m out
6.
Bare Walls 04:06
Bare walls, I got no motivation Soon I’m gone, holding for a new location Bare walls, waiting for an incantation So I can go on... Scrolling to the bottom line, Scrubbing till the end of time, Blinds are down, my hands are tied, Sun is up but I’m inside Bare walls, feed me your opinion So I can stand tall; a member of your digital religion Bare walls, refresh my existence Wake me when I’m reinstalled I’ll find my way back home, to the surface But I’ve deserted hope again
7.
Wye River 04:25
Give me patience, give me peace, Give me everything that I could ever need to be capable at love That shit is hard enough on its own, I need a bit of grace for the road Give me letters, give me words, Teach me every song that I have ever heard so that I could write my own, And find the way back home to my heart, That shit was hard enough at the start Give me salt and give me stains, Give me anything so I could just remain in the beauty of this place, But I am just a blip in space and time, And it breaks my fucking heart to say goodbye Give me crayons, give me paints, Give me youth that I will surely throw away Then remind me of this day; When I couldn’t take my hands off the keys, When I worried ‘bout the silence that would follow me I don’t have the energy to be an effigy No, I won’t burn anymore, I won’t burn anymore I don’t have the energy to be an effigy I won’t burn anymore, I won’t burn anymore Life is too short To keep your distance And call it art
8.
4312 02:25
I thought my feelings were dependable I was wrong I thought my fear would be amendable I was wrong I thought my gut would be reliable I was wrong I thought this time it could be viable I was wrong I’m on my own again, returning home again Back to my family where love was taught to me Don’t want to be a deadbeat, another jaded lover So make me kind instead, a better son and brother
9.
22yo 04:10
Didn’t think I’d turn away from it Told my friends that I was up for it But overseas I had a heart attack Felt alive and dreaded going back Sinking brews and smoking Marlboro Spending days up in the studio November felt like it could happen twice 22-year-old in paradise I don’t know what else to say My heart just doesn’t beat for you that way Even though I want it to I can’t control my brain Didn’t think that it would get to me Who know pain could be a prophecy? Wasn’t ready but I thought I was I apologise for changing course Getting bitter, losing self control Searching deeper for a better soul Letting go can take a thousand tries But we’re human and we improvise
10.
Waters up above, Fires rage below I lift up my palms, I concede control Though my mouth is numb, And my ears grow tired, I won’t fuel the spark That’s flickering inside Steal me from my selfish ways, Keep me humble all my days; If I should curse the things to come, Then keep my quiet, hold my tongue The sun is beating down, With wind, She keeps me dry The seeding never comes, My heart it wonders why For I am fallow ground, The seasons pass me by But I must wait my turn, Someday I will try again Steal me from my selfish ways, Keep me humble all my days, If I should curse the things to come
11.
Suburbs 05:42
I can feel it on my skin I don’t know which world I’m in I don’t know which part to play All I know is that I’m worlds away From the city Oh, now I know where I went wrong Oh, I went and strung myself along Oh, you were my friend but that didn’t feel close enough Oh, and then I ruined it for both of us Oh how I glow when the streetlights come on Sneaking around till the crack of dawn Pouring my heart out in letters forlorn And posting them round in the suburbs Every day is a decade long Patiently waiting for the sun to go down Cause in the dead of night, I come alive Wandering the streets of the suburbs Cause I have friends in the suburbs Oh, now I know where I went wrong Oh, but the shame is long-gone Oh, you were my friend and I’m glad that we’re all good again Oh, the suburbs are still, and we can just chill The suburbs are still, and we can just chill
12.
Lunar Love 00:57
Natural satellite, lunar light God is making the heavens tonight The moon is my mother, she senses my trouble And lights up the path that will guide me back to my home Where home is my heart, Generous love, playing my part I was alone at the start, But I give up myself, And I open the home in my heart.

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released November 6, 2020

Written, recorded, produced and mixed by Andy Hockey.
Mastered by Vivek Gabriel.
Art and design by Andy Hockey

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Air Hockey New Zealand

Air Hockey is the solo project of Wellington-based electronic producer, singer and songwriter Andy Hockey.

Two years after the release of his 2018 Runnerup EP and subsequent songwriting stints in various bedrooms across Taranaki, Whanganui and Australia, Hockey has returned to New Zealand’s creative capital to release his 12-track debut album, Full Moon Comedown.
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